today has been an interesting day to say the least.

Went to stand in line at 7 am...lost, but it was a great game. both teams didn't play their best, but U of M won fair and square, so hey, it's all good. I'm not happy, but at least a BIG TEN team beat us so we still have that going for us. Plus their fans weren't bad at all...at least the ones i saw were pretty nice about it...classy...thats awesome.

Came home and saw that i have sun poisoning....my face is blistered real bad. BUT i got some meds and ice, and im doing well...THANKS MEG AND KATIE!

I came to a sort of realization yesterday, and it was further promoted today. I go out of my way to be nice to everyone...I try to shift my schedule around and make everything work out to make everybody happy and keep the peace. BUT, I am really done with that. I am done being nice to people who don't appreciate me and only call me when they want to hang out on their terms (cough...eric...cough). it really seems like everytime i get mad at him he manages to call me and invite me to hang out (even tho i dont go cuz im smart), but i get UNmad at him nonetheless...NO, I can't be nice nemore.

I also realized that your cycle of friends constantly shifts back and forth...ones u love one day, u get mad at the next, and then can't live without when u solve ur problems. I think that is why it's so hard for me to get attached to friends...I am always changing scenery, and it sucks to lose ppl. I do have one friend who i have had since before I can remember, but in all honesty, he scared me real big tonight. things will work out cuz they always do, but it just furthers my point...I have a hard time loving friends (non-family ones)...it just goes away too quickly. I am sad that after today I am back at my original position of being cautious and untrusting...but i cant change it...I hate being cynical, but it's the only way to protect urself.

BUT, on the bright side...just when i had gotten upset (kinda creepy with the timing lol), KOREY called me. Korey moved to chicago in May to start his career, and he comes back to the MSU games cuz he is a lifer...we always call each other at the games but never get to meet up. SO, he called me tonight and told me that he was making a special trip to my dorm to visit me beofre he took off since he hasnt seen me in forever. It really made my day that in all the stress of the loss, catching up with his old roomates (my brother and his friends), and seeing his fam and sis....he thought of me. Y does chicago have to be so far? grr.

All in all, things have been going amazing. I love my job, classes are ok, and I finally figured out what I am doing with my major.
Basically, I have a great advisor who helped me focus my electives into a good program, and I am pretty excited. MOSTLY, i get to fit in my spring semester internship in DC...so that is going to ROCK...i really didnt want to have to give that up due to time constraints.

I Hope everyone is doing well. I miss u all...unless u dont wanna be missed...just know my thoughts are with u, and i wish u the best.

OH, btw...halloween. who is up for some haunted houses and/or halloweekends at CP? Let me know!